Friday, May 8, 2015

Regression

I am doing horribly. I was up til 2am with breathing problems and burning stomach. I don't know if it was gastritis or a panic attack. My heart beat feels like someone else's. I'm afraid to get out of bed because of my heart and the dizziness. I'm so confused and my body temperature is violently fluctuating. I keep feeling that sick gasp feeling in my body when I am terrified of something. It's happening over and over. I took a ginger bath last night but I don't think it did anything. I don't even notice my pain because my head and heart and lungs and stomach torment are masking it. I need to visit with the doctor on Monday and figure out what is happening to me! I pray this is low iron and vitamin d related. I know I have malabsorption issues too but how do I fix that? I feel like so much more is going on besides the Lyme. I feel like my cells and brain need oxygen. I really need more help. This weakness is all consuming to the point of me being completely worthless. 

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