34-Mad Cow Disease

I had a great Sunday. I was doing very well. Had moments of 60-70% health. Come Monday, I went to the clinic and had my IV, magnet bed, foot detox, and neck/si/stomach adjustment. I felt AWESOME as we left the clinic to drive home minus some shaking. Then about an hour into the drive my blood sugar dropped and we had to drive through torrential rain. I have never herxed while having low blood sugar and I literally thought I was never going to see my family again. After eating I felt a little better but then had a full blown mental and physical breakdown that night. My lungs were burning so bad I could not breath. My stomach was lurching (just learned about that today), I was uncontrollably shaking (like convulsing) AND uncontrollably sobbing. I literally thought I was dying. I have not experienced this since I first started treatment and before I learned I had Lyme disease. I am convinced my Vagus Nerve is on the fritz. I also think my POTS may have returned and I am again having BPV symptoms. This has just been so agonizing and alarming. Especially since I have made progress. To have it all come crashing down has been so devastating. I have one more treatment this month and then I think I am going to amp everything up in August when I have money again. I literally feel like I have mad cow disease. The ups and downs are so severe. It does not seem possible that these experiences are survivable. It would probably be better if they weren't. I know I have to fight this wretched torture disease so I will keep fighting, but lots of prayers are needed for it.