Positives

The weather is beautiful today and somehow I have been able to take care of my son. Yesterday I felt I was 20% health and today I am 30%. I'm drinking Lemon doTerra in my water and got some fresh air and sunshine. I'm in a lot of pain today but it is not crushing me like yesterday. It's merely smashing me. I got my lymph system moving today a lot which is good. I can feel that a crash/episode may come at any moment, but I'll take these little windows of "ok-ness" as a good sign. Granted, I am BARELY okay, but okay nonetheless. However, I almost dread these windows because when I do crash, I fall a lot further, and land a lot harder, which makes it actually worse. It's almost easier to always be a frog in boiling water than it is to jump out, and jump back in. I just need to keep being as brave and as calm as possible.