Saturday, April 11, 2015

Lysosomal Vitamin C

Well, I took the C, and I Herxed. The left side of my body flared. It wasn't really a pain Herx, but a neuro one. I stuttered and had serious motion sickness and dizziness among more of my usual symptoms. I think it did help me get over my cold, though. I've noticed stress (good and bad) causes flares, too. I can't have any kind of abnormal emotional stimulation. I find if I get emotionally involved in music or a movie, I malfunction! So I have to stay away from "feelings", good and bad. At least that's what it feels like. It's depressing but I don't react to stimulus normally at all. I will say I have had energy for my son's birthday this week, but I was so exhausted from it that I ended up napping. I never nap because my body or my brain makes me feel like I'm not "allowed" to fall asleep. I jump awake or I am so tense and on edge for no reason that I can't calm down enough to relax. I feel like I need to be on alert at all seconds for all the symptoms that pop up at any moment. It's a torturous state to be in, but I'm working on it.

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